I have fallen off the Morning Lemon bandwagon - both the idea of a blog and the actual act of having my lemon water in the morning. This is telling of where I am at this particular moment in my life - that is to say feeling a bit lost. Don't get me wrong. I love my life. I have a fantastic, funny and adorable husband. My friends are incredible people who lift me up and make me laugh. My family inspires me on a daily basis. So what's wrong? Simply put - I still haven't found my path. What am I supposed to be doing with my life? Who will I become, and how do I get there?
The practice of my morning lemon was so helpful in centering me before my day. Setting aside a few moments in the morning to check-in with me helped get closer to answering these questions. I'm missing that time. I'm noticing that it isn't there, and I'm feeling lost.
So, time to jump back on the bandwagon. I want to write and this gives me a focus and a forum to write. I want to move forward in my search and this gives me a plan of action. I'm going to begin the morning routine again and keep tabs on my dreaming self and see where she wants to go!
p.s. I made a freudian typo above when typing out "What am I supposed to be doing with my life?" I accidentally wrote "What am I supposed to be doing with my laugh?" and thought it was actually quite profound.